This pandemic is making things worse. I canceled all medical appointments but one. It's Tuesday. I feel nervous about going. I don't want to be around other people. I don't want to sit in a waiting room. But I have to or my GP will no longer prescribe my meds. It makes me angry that she is risking my life. I just don't want to go. I saw her 3 weeks ago. I wish she would have drawn my blood then. It's my fault. I should have spoken up. But I didn't realize that covid cases would start climbing so high.

I have this dread about the appointment. Like I can't really relax until it's over with. Good news is I don't have to fast. I'll just try to cope as best I can.