It was quiet for 4 days, not so much now. Emailed you not like it matters, but i think since covid started you have talked to me less to not at all inbetween sessions. And it was more when i was seeing you 2 times and more to 1 time anweek now that we are monthly, ill never hear from you. In the 30 days you emailed me to respond an email regarding session. So i get to go another 30 days with no contact text or email, and i dont see how its helpful?? Wish you would explain? I remember 2 things about session. Reading something to you and texting you a few days later, to which you responded with glad its quiet internally for you. Which when i ask for a response nothing. I am done with this. I say that but dont mean it. I emailed you how its not quiet anymore, see if you respond. If you dont, i will not write or text anymore. Though will take up drinking again. Urges are growing by the day. Right now is a time where i think you dont give a **** about me.