This is really hard for me to tell you all but, I will be leaving soon to go to the Mental Facility. I need help, I have been cutting for the past 4 days several times. I stopped taking my meds all together, I have hit rock bottom and it is best that I do this. Rejection, Abandonment, Depression, Anger, Anxiety, and SI all coming at me at once is not plesant not to mention the racing thoughts I have every minute of the day.