I had a hard time with my depression this morning. I've been struggling to sleep tonight. And I just told myself, "Enough is enough!" I wanted to call it quits and just evaporate into nothingness. But I kept on keeping on. That's all I have. My will to try to improve my circumstances. I think today I will go easy on myself and just rest when I can. I will try to do nice things for myself. And I will make the best of a difficult situation. Wishing everyone here the best.