Yesterday I was really mad about a work situation. It's what I call ugly mad because I get really childish and don't want to talk and stuff like that. Luckily I don't have to talk very much at my job. Great thing about being an accountant with HR on the side. Today I don't feel mad I just feel like yucky and disgusted about it. I think I'm being childish. I didn't "get my way" but I think there's more to it. T would be asking what's underneath that feeling? Probably hurt. UGH. I don't know why life has to be so hard all the time.