She herself was not as difficult as the last couple times. Probably because I chewed her out through email so she knew she needed to take a calmer approach with me today. But she said she probably won’t be able to see me in person before I move which threw me out of whack in the session. I’d always hoped to be able to do an in person session the week before I moved. But I just feel like **** right now because of the session. I always feel pretty ****** after therapy. I know for sure that’s not how it’s supposed to be. My mom says she the one being negative. T said she won’t tell Pdoc about me screwing with my meds unless I take them out of the garbage. She said what I did was super dangerous. Why do I have a feeling she’s gonna tell him regardless.