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Originally Posted by christinea0021
I would fantasize that I was in a desperate situation that would put me into a state of giving up on life (either physical or emotional). then someone would enter this story that would try to convince me that life was worth living and that I was worth saving.
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I thought about similar things - mostly my parents dying in some freak accident (I never dwelled too much on that part) and me going to a foster home where the parents would always be there for me and have those same kinds of talks. As I got older I started picturing myself more in an orphanage where I'd be like a mother to the younger kids and make them feel loved by playing my favorite songs for them on the guitar. One would become like my little sister and get adopted with me into whatever home chose us.