I am 32 and on my second divorce. I can relate. I did everything to the best of my ability pretty much ever moment of every day. I just can't understand how some people can just leave so easily after devoting so much time to them. I tried going on prozac again and had a totally adverse reaction. I was in bed but unable to sleep and losing weight. My therapist has been one of the only things keeping me going. So, I'm glad you started counseling.