it takes time to heal ... with depression.

if you deal with one Dr. and one therapist, they can pretty much keep things straight for you and you might not have to deal with withdrawl again in such a severe manner, and under such horrible circumstances like you have had in the big city hospital situations you were in.

illicit drug seekers abuse these hospitals also - so that can hurt chances for honest and innocent people who need immediate help also, and there are medical professionals who are inadequate, practicing at the expense of patients, hiding among the good doctors and nurses.

there is nothing that compares to having your own Dr. and dealing with the same pharmacy - period.

please, for your sake, find the best situation so you do not have to go thru this - waiting for all hell to break loose when your prescription expires.

settle down Dear Dee, and try to be at peace.

life and death - we experience this with our families. it is painful, this grieving process, but it transforms.

everything changes. there is hope in this. hang on for the bright days to return to your life. and your little boy, he needs you to find the calmness of such hope for the both of you.

i hope your new dr. situation is worthy of your life.

if not, do not wait, but seek the best situation and settle it as soon as you can so that you are not a sitting duck for more judgements and unfair treatment.

get the best your insurance can afford you.

be well Dee, it will improve.
peace,
nightbird