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Lastocha1papcha · Nov 18, 2020 at 01:54 PM

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Originally Posted by FluffyDinosaur

I've only recently been diagnosed (bipolar 2, depersonalization/derealization, schizoid features), so my journey into the world of meds is only just starting. To be honest I'm really afraid of all the side effects. I've been reading up on ECT, and to my naive understanding it seems to have fewer nasty side effects. I guess I just like the idea of getting a treatment now and then, and then being "done with it" for a while. I also like that there's no risk of damage to my thyroid, kidneys, no risk of weight gain, etc.

I've been kind of hesitant to bring it up with my psychiatrist because I'm afraid he might think it's overkill to start with ECT before giving meds a serious try. I was wondering about other people's experiences with ECT.

Is it overkill to try ECT without going on meds for a longer time first?
I've heard about the memory loss side-effect. Does it only affect short-term memories of around the time of the ECT treatment?
Are there any cumulative side-effects of ECT that I haven't taken into consideration?
What benefits do you experience from ECT, and how long do they typically last?
Do the benefits last even if you're not sleeping well? I have a couple of babies on the way so I'm anticipating plenty of sleepless nights. I know lack of sleep has been a major trigger for me in the past, and I don't want to do ECT only to have all the benefits undone that way.

I did 12 ECT few years ago, at this time I was in rehab for alcoholism and I tried everything but couldn’t stop drinking and my depression was getting worse . I was sober for 3 days and my craving for alcohol was so powerful and my anxiety was off the charts so severe that I couldn’t live without alcohol and when I don’t have access to booze I drink everything that contain alcohol and I drank hand sanitizer to get drunk and dr & nurses were in shock because they never had anyone who dank hand sanitizer before so they thought I am suicidal but I told them I am not. Dr strongly recommended ECT- they took time to explain the process of ECT and did bunch of bloodwork . It did helped me a lot, I had no serious side effects like memory loss; it kinda made me feel numb and liked it because it’s better to feel numb than anxious and depressed. And after I completed ECT I came back home and my family was very angry at me and kept asking me- why can’t u stop etc, father of my child took me to court to terminate my parental rights and I relapsed. I hope this helped u to make decision about ECT