So this is an update, months later. A LOT has happened. I remember a lot more from that night. It came back in flashes over time, and I was definitely assaulted. I've since been diagnosed with PTSS. It's been a hell of a struggle.

I'm also pregnant from the encounter. 27 weeks today.

Thank you for everyone who helped me right after. I think I processed this belatedly. The flashbacks and PTSS symptoms didn't start for a few months. Now they're in full swing. I'm also dealing with a lot with toxic family members. I feel like everyone is sick of me because there's such a deep well of issues to dive into all the time, there's always something. I appreciate the support here.