Last night I honestly kind of lost control with my meds. It was scary because I’ve always been really good with knowing when to stop and when I’ve had enough and last night I just felt out of control. It was unusual for me. So today I put on RuPauls Drag Race all day. From 9:30AM-now. It is the one thing that can calm me down and totally distract me. It’s like a light switch for my brain. Then I got a call from the doctor saying I have an infection. So maybe I felt ****** for a reason besides mental health. But last night was not good. Today was ok because of how distracted I was with TV.