Im tired of being tired our covid cases are rising they put our building in lockdown. We have to wear masks in all common areas and we are allowed no guests. I hate my new psychatrist he didnt listen to me and called my mother and my housing without my consent. I been in very scary psychosis and he says we'll talk in 2 weeks totally dismissing all my concerns and all he wanted me on was stuff that i had been on before that either made me lactacte, allergic to or so called he believed that loxapine made me calm when i said it did nothing of the sort. I want a real doctor not some fly by the seat of their pants guy telling me i needed my housing to dispense my meds. I said i would never consent to that because it takes away my rights as an individual. There not nurses there just pretend mental health workers with no mental health training. Just because i am honest doesnt mean it gives him the right to talk down to me or pretend hes this god like figure. I thought he was different now i just feel misslead and false hope with promises saying hes a good doctor. They all lie and make themselves feel better at the end of the day not caring about what or how they treat there patients.

I will gladly knock him off his high pedestal and teach him some life lessons.