Today is a big day for me. so I texted T and let her know. Because she always asks me every session, how many days it is? And then she says some words of encouragement, even though some of the words I wouldn't really use like, "Hot D****" So I texted her today and she said "I am bursting with pleasure and happiness for you." And sent pictures of a heart, balloons that say celebrate every tiny victory, fireworks, and two men dancing some kind of tap dance in tandem. Made me feel good and special.