I have got to keep reminding myself I have had plenty plenty of other people like you in my life and then moved on very easily or semi easily. When the time came to move on. From teachers to staff members to other therapists. There was even a police officer similar to you. Many people have been like you. I know you won’t be the last either but why does this hurt so much more? I have had 11 people like you in my past. I can’t tell what the ****ing difference is. Is it the move? Or what.