While I trust you, I read something today about an organization that is very near and dear to my heart still hasn't changed even though they say they have. Really the only safe people in my life are my husband and children. When will you also let me down? If you hurt me, I will not survive. I cannot allow myself to be hurt again. Why have I allowed you and others to break down my wall? In the end you will hurt me again, that I am sure of... Yet you always know just what to say in order to keep me coming back.