I’m struggling so badly. I think it’s going to happen again, what happened on Monday. I know the sensible thing to do is call and ask for the Crisis House bed....but what if I’m making it up? I know I’m not making it up. What would you say? This feels like an unresolvable mess. I know you want me to leave. I know you don’t. I am so conflicted and confused and I don’t think you’ll ever understand how devastating not seeing you in person is.