Thread: Feeling rubbish
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Old Nov 22, 2020, 02:09 PM
NaoSky NaoSky is offline
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I’m so sorry Laura!! This depression isn’t fair. I don’t know why we have to go through this!!! Especially during the Christmas season. Everyone seems so happy and eager for it, but it’s the first time I could care less about it. I keep trying to push through this too and fake it till I make it, but it’s so tough!!
I’m so sorry you are going through this. You are not alone. I will cry with you. You know for awhile I couldn’t even cry, now sometimes I can’t stop.

It does sound like there was some bit of light to what you did. Know that we will get past this mood. It just takes so long. My mom has bipolar and never gets medicated. We are both going through a depression right now. I told her I had no idea how rough this was and can’t believe she’s done this without meds. She said medication never worked for her so she’d rather go through it without any!! I wish I could. Some days I think I should too. I don’t even know how much this lithium is actually helping me. I just figure it has to run its course.... watching my mom through the years I’ve seen it happen. It’s the only thing that brings me hope, knowing that eventually I will get better. I know you will too. ((Hugs))
Hugs from:
*Beth*, Anonymous41462, bpcyclist
Thanks for this!
*Beth*, bpcyclist, Miss Laura