Thing is I just can't stay on them. I take them then I get better and then o stop them. I have tried everything (setting alarms, keeping a med diary, reminders everywhere, phone calls etc)

I just can't swallow them. The longest was 6-7 months then boom i came off them. I really struggle to take meds so that's why they are taking control off of me and taking it on themselves.

I had to hand over my extra meds as they were worried I would use them when depressed