Dinner was that horrible chili. I couldn't eat any of it. I used to love it, but somehow here I hate it and tonight I couldn't touch it. It smelled revolting too. I have lots of Jif-to-go so I'll have one or two servings of that.

There's a lot of tension here today. The nurses are terrible. Instead of putting my meds and water on my table, they hand them to me while I'm lying down, and need both hands free to sit up. These nurses are painfully dumb. The same ones night after night after night.