I got scared because I read about clozaril. I took a long nap and started getting hyper vigilant from fear of being put on it. I started a knowing the nature of fear meditation while I was half awake, because apparently I know it that well and do it that often, and that stopped it (I learned it through Shambala). I was afraid because I am on 160 mg of Latuda and therapy and my doctor mentioned clozaril 5 years ago and this one mentioned adding another antipsychotic, but at our last meeting she seemed pretty happy with how stable I was and my PTSD therapy seems to be going well.