I think my issues are more around how I'm perceived by others? I always wonder if I'm coming across ok and as a nice person. I do have issues with rejection and low self esteem so think that contributes! I'm not sure whether related to trust issues directly but I worry about people leaving me because I'm not "good enough" and worry about people using me and then dumping me when I'm no longer needed.

I basically just think I have a lot of walls up [emoji14] and it doesn't help my situation with making friends! It's also easy to get drowned out by others who may be louder and more sociable!