Thinking through my fingers here..... I'm sitting here trying to talk myself into going to class tonight. At this point the only thing keeping me in it is the fact that I paid for it, because I really don't think I'm going to pursue a Psych degree any longer, now that I've come to understand the rather faulty reasoning behind why I was doing it in the first place. I still enjoy learning, and will probably still take classes, but just for the joy of learning and not for purposes of obtaining another degree. Like taking more writing courses, the next astronomy course, and the next geology course.

Then I tell myself it would be dumb to quit now, with only 18 days until our final paper is due. I mean for pete's sake, I'm like 98% certain I'm not going to pursue this degree any farther, so it's not like I have to continue putting as much time and effort into this class as I have been!! All we have left is 5 more discussion posts/responses and our final paper. I can do it with minimal effort so as to rest my shoulder as much as possible.


H is right, dammit! I am wishy-washy. I need to stop being like that. I need to just buck up and finish the class, that way it's done and I won't have to take it again on the off-chance the other 2% happens and I decide to transfer to the local university and continue.


So happy that I have the next 5 days off work. I'm planning on staying off my computer after tonight's class and getting some crocheting done. And cooking. Gonna break out the cookbooks, and cook at least one meal I've never cooked before. Should be fun!