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I've been there. Of course I am still much worse off than you. But I remember what it's like. It's unbelievable stress!!! I offer you the biggest hugs and prayers--you WILL get through this! I know it's hard, but try to remember that there is a reason for everything. You may not realize it right away, but there truly is. There is always a benefit for anything that happens.