Thank you Beth. I just don’t feel strong and I surely don’t feel like myself. This is the first Christmas ever that I don’t feel like celebrating. I’ve always been big on holidays and I feel like the joy has been zapped out of me. It’s like everyone around me is excited and I’m living on some strange planet. The world is so different to me now and on top of that this stupid pandemic. It’s really like I’m living in some sci-fi horror movie that I can’t escape. I want to feel like me again but I don’t know how or when it will happen. I just keep living one day at a time with hope.