Well I had that week or so of severe depression...then the next week I was unable to get out of bed until later in the day but felt good emotionally...this past week has been filled with like this undercurrent of constant anxiety....I hate this!

Ya know, I don't know what this undercurrent is about...my dreams are good...things seem to be better for me...but this undercurrent has me questioning everything. What's it about? Am I doing this right? Did I do that wrong? Am I being bad and not know it? Just constant questioning about this and that.

I hate this crap.