I wonder if she’s concerned I haven’t emailed her and don’t plan to. The last time we talked I had taken a bunch of meds I wasn’t supposed to and she suggested I go to the hospital for an assessment. I’m not sure how to tell her I just needed an uninterrupted vacation since I disrupted her summer vacation with an email. I don’t want to sound hypocritical although I’ll probably come off that way.

And I’m not not emailing her for attention. My mental health was just suffering too much and I needed to take control.