Like Thunder Bow has said.. mistakes are something people can learn from. So Perhaps rather than forgettnng it may be more useful to treasure them as part of our experience with Life. Plus, i am SURE You've done plenyt of things RIGHT in Your Life as Well so Perhaps start Remembering THAT as Well. EveryOne makes mistakes and You're not to blame for that. SEnding many Safe, warm Hugs to BOTH You, @Aviza, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!