Yes, good on you @AzulOscuro and thank you. You're trying and making efforts too, so that's good. It's such a curse of a disorder to be encumbered with.

I read a research study on what psychiatric disorders give people the worst quality of daily life. I would've thought certain other diagnosis would be the worst mentally and emotionally, but it turns out people with symptoms including social phobia rank highest on the 'misery meter'.

Here's the link if you'd like to read about it: Psychiatric News

Sending hugs, friend.