Well, my incursions out of my comfort zone are always uncomfortable no matter what. But every once in a while, every once in a blue moon, very rarely, things go quite well! And I smile! I begin believing I might finally have broken through! Cured! An angel has taken pity upon me and given me a pardon!🤩[emoji120] But shortly afterwards, a day or two maybe, I get a funny feeling that things might be still be a struggle, so I venture outside for a walk and boom, I'm back at square one again. I go to a store to buy something again and boom, I'm fighting not to lose it completely...

But I have some peaceful places I go to - nature. And I've started seeking out other nature spots, too. It's like a spiritual pastime, and a challenge.

That's all I can say about that.[emoji106]