I was discharged from my Community Support Worker today. She is part of my treatment team. She is in the same building as my Psychiatrist etc and is part of the Community Mental Health Team in my local area. I have been seeing a Support Worker for 7 years. For the last 5 years they have been trying to discharge me and today was my final meet up. I'm so gutted, scared, upset etc. I knew last week this was going to be the last but I really do struggle with endings this one was no different. I got her a card and gave her but ask she didn't read it until I left her as I was already crying grrr! I hope she liked it. I feel lost now. I'm not recovered I'm not in recovery. So I don't know why they have discharged me

To top it off we were speaking re the depot injection and I said my Psychiatrist wants me back on Depakote but what's the point. No-one has ever said this to me. She said I have Bipolar with Psychotic Symptoms. What?!?! I am like oh right I didn't know that??? Help!!! Feel this has made me think I'm worse or even crazy???