It was the usual Saturday for me, even though this was a holiday weekend. Did things slightly different this time. I got delayed using the laundry for a half an hour because other people were using it. And then I didn't have lunch before I went shopping for the first time. So I felt like I got things done later today than other Saturdays.

Once again, feeling pretty depressed like I always do on Saturday afternoons. It seems like I'm seeing people being together and having a good time with each other. For me being in that seems like it's an unattainable dream. I think to myself, how does it happen and why is it so hard for me?