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Nov 28, 2020, 08:56 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by NaoSky
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See today I was starting to think I could enjoy myself a little for Christmas, but it’s like these tiny sparks that are inside me. I don’t know if they will last because then the sadness takes over again. Especially thinking about having an illness. That’s the biggest one. I miss my life. I miss days when I was normal. One day I may get over it, but it’s going to take a long time. I just don’t want to be sick. I miss my sleep. I miss wanting to do crafts or photography. I miss wanting to do anything. Now all I crave is sleep. And my daughter is the only thing that brings me joy. Without her I would be void of anything.
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What an apt description of the "tiny sparks".
It sounds to me like you are too depressed. Forgive me for asking 10 times (I have a lot of trouble recalling some things, even though I commit them to memory)...you are are only one med, correct? And you don't want to add anything?
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