[“B]Trigger[/B]In 2018, my mom threatened to call the cops on me after finding some suicide notes in one of my note books. So I went to the hospital reluctantly and manipulated the staff and got released. I basically said I get suicide ideation on and off and that I also had a safety plan. Though I never followed it. My mom was upset and said “you think this is funny.” Cause I had a smile on myself. “

No one really wants to be there. I write all my thoughts down, it helps me. Even if it’s my darkest secrets. I don’t think you should feel bad for writing your feelings. I go through every thought about how I could change things. The things I can’t change and have no control over are the ones/people that make me think that way. I hope it gets easier for you.