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Nov 29, 2020, 04:09 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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I haven't been able to do much today. I've been laying down mostly because any activity starts my heart rate up and feeds into my anxiety and makes it worse. My body is stuck in fight or flight right now. This is just like my freaking childhood. It's not a flashback, it's a reoccurence of the abuse I experienced. I'm an adult now and can walk away, but my body doesn't know that.
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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