I’ve been feeling pretty good today despite the fact it’s the 6th year anniversary of my dads death. We were not close. It was my fault. He loved me and tried but I didn’t respond well back. Honestly there’s a lot of that in my family. 2 of my cousins don’t talk to their dads and the rest of the family don’t understand because my uncles seem like great guys to us. I was in the same position with my dad. Everyone thought he was great.