Thank you so very much @Yaowen for your kind words ! It means so much to me... hugs from a stranger
Thanks also to @KBMK for listening! I truly appreciate your kind words. I feel fortunate to have my children and I will always be the best mother I could be for them.
Thank you so much @openeyes i really appreciate you taking the time to responde. I wish I knew he was an alcoholic before I married him. I didn’t want to end up with a cheater and an alcoholic he can be very selfish at time but luckily not abusive. He is not controlling or verbally or physically abusive.
Sorry I’m still trying to figure out how to respond individually in this chat.