I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.