Confessions: I sexually experienced when I was a child. Didn’t have a stable home environment. I remember watching Animal House as a child and other movies and thought that was the real version of what life should be like. Father left when I was 1 and mother looked at me like I was my fathers child because he didn’t pay child support. Threats from mom were Go Live With Your Father. First movie at three was Jaws. No one took me to a therapist or spoke to me. Hitting was the means of communication. Wasn’t right but as a child I didn’t see it any other way. Looking back, I would have never done it and wish I never did.
Pushed a kid off the turtle toy in kindergarten so I could have it. Regret it but was still a child that wasn’t fully developed.
Stole a flag cupcake topper.
Grandpa used to get mad about signs in his yard, so I threw them in a puddle. I got in trouble but who looks at the adults?
Neglect and Regrets
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