Have you told her this? If not, I definitely would. "With current T I have dissociated quite a few times. Since I did not last week she sees it as huge progress. However the reality is the longer this pandemic goes on the less I can deal with emotions so I have put a wall up so I do not feel, like I did for most of my life. She says I can reach out to her between sessions but she hasnt been the greatest lately about responding, plus I am seeing signs that she is struggling, at least with anxiety. I dont know how to tell her all of this, nor am I sure I want to."