Hi. Shall try to keep it plain. I haven't been on here in a few years. I think I may have abandoned some of you. I'm not sure who remembers what anymore.

I'm having an episode. I can't call my hospital's crisis line b/c it's completely useless. I am nonviolent.

So, kind of what I'm seeing:
"Faces" everywhere, people (mom and bro) spying on me in their sleep and at work, respectively. They're loud and noisy. We're American citizens so they're bad spies. I don't pretend to be a good one because I don't spy on anyone.

I wonder if I am autistic episodically? Everything is overwhelming and there's too much detail in everything.

This morning was good, now it's ****. What of what I'm not seeing?

I don't know. I don't know how to get help, ever. No intent of harming anyone, fwiw.

Euch.

<-- this one's illegal in my life. family laws.