i do i suffer from the same thing you do only my abuser cant physically hurt me anymore. she is my mom she mostley neglected me. i have no job or money. either my mom always blamed me when my sis died. cuz i had lukemia and survived why i survived and my sis didn't. my sis was the perfect child. she always hated me she sent me away cuz she hated me. she ignoring me isn't as much annoying now. she wants back into my life and wants me to act a certain way. sometimes i think my sis was lucky to die least she is free.