i had horrible time at school.i was broken down at home and school it was worst. i got bullied alot. i had rocks thrown at me once. enventually i became isolated. one time i stop talking for like 7 monthes. eventually i was so afraid i lash outed. i got shifted schools because my grandparents wanted to keep me away from my mom. ive been backstabbed from so-called friends. i didn't trust really anyone. lets just say. i had a horrible time. i used to go to group therapy. until the courts sent me back to my mom. she thinks therapy is stupid. i feel so trapped...everytime someone trys to get close to me i shut them down. i got diagnosed 7yrs ago with it. probably from my mom i don't even remember half the stuff she did to me. least you can get help im just stuck. i feel like a loser telling this stuff.