Please know you are still young and very niave yet. This will make you a target for others who like to manipulate those who are young and have not really figured out how to have healthy boundaries yet.

Your age is challenging in that you want to explore but you are worried you may make the wrong choices. This is typically the age where many experience a lot of anxieties. Anxiety isn't always bad, it is meant to slow a person down and use more caution.