i am so Sorry about what happened! It Will take Time to fully Heal. Definitely try to focus on Yourself for a Little While. Do some of the things You've wanted to do for a While. Go out with Your FriEnds more Often. i'd also suggest Seeing a therapist. Do not give up. Be strong. Focus on Yourself. Practice some New activities. Have some fun as Well While You can. Definitely spend some Time by Yourself. This too shall pass. i am so Sorry You're hurting. Please keep trying Your Best. You Deserve Much Better. You've got this! You can do this. Just hang in there, OK? We are Here to Help. We believe in you! SEnding many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @Sunflower8203, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!