Sent a hello text as i have urges of reaching out to you and did so. Not expecting a response. Session on the 10th and really still unsure if will continue into 2021. I am giving up on the VA to straighten up the Optum credentials or whatever is going on. 90 plus days, been since August!!! If i hear its not forever one more ****ing time i will blow it!!! So used to be screwed by the ****ing VA.

I think i should let you go. And yet feel i need to stay with you incase something bad happens as i sense that all the time. I could start on a good bye letter and make an appointment or send it to you after Dec appt if i decide to leave you. Something to think about. 7 years Dec 3rd... really only made it 6 years 8 months.