I ended up talking to T about this week. We didn't discuss whether it was progress or not. We talked about that there were a lot of emotional things going on along with the topics I brought up in the last sessions. I knew if I didnt bring them up it was going to effect my holiday. However if I did bring them up, there was a chance I would have an emotional hangover that would effect my holiday. So I resorted to my default of putting the emotional wall up.