I explain to them:
No. I did not discontinue
My tablet because
I was on the verge
Of being made homeless.
I was on the verge of
Being made homeless,
So I came off my tablet
In order to have the guts
To commit hara kiri.
I can't escape the stigma.
I could not see a way out.
My mood disorder does
Make me that tiny bit different,
But I don't have anything wrong with me.
I know that is how a lot of people talk,
About any condition.
Some people think having
Dyslexia or ADD means someone has
"something wrong with them."
But your own family and partner,
Should know better. Am I right?
They should be the ones
Who correct other people.
They should be saying:
No, they don't have something wrong with them. It is a mood disorder.
They have bipolar,
The are not bipolar or a manic depressive.
This famous person has the same as them.
Creative people often have
These types of disorders
But they are perfectly fine.
But no. My thrawn family
And my old flame
Saw me as unfixable "damaged goods"
Because of all the
Local conspiracy theories.
Some spoke about
Me as if my life was over
After a month in rehab. One month.