hey Beth i know how you feel... im suffering with fat face syndrome, ive been binging for 2 days solid and just given up on purging throughout this bout.. i think im doomed to fattyhood, i will never be thin but the eating disordered voice in my head is saying do it do it restrict and get rid of all the fat.. but i just cant do it...
it sucks.. i just dont want to be controlled by an ed anymore, i dont want unhealthy thoughts..
binging is my least favourite part in the cycle too aswell as post binge when stomach is full..
hope u ok
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