Anyone got advice?
Im planning to tell my dad on the phone tommorrow..
have avoided seeing / speaking to him for months as my health has been too bad and i didnt want to let him know as im ashamed / embarassed / wishing i can stop before it gets to the point where i have to talk about it..
So im thinking about baring all and being honest as i feel i owe it to him and also because it might help my recovery, having the support of a parent..
But also insanely scared about saying the words and making him sad..
Am afraid i will just cop out and only tell him about depression and anxiety and not e.d.s as scared that when i go and visit he will be monitoring / watching me around food (which is probably a good thing as will encourage me not to restrict or binge or purge)
Its all so scary.
Hope youre all ok
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